WOW...been a while since I have done a post just because!!!!

Lets just say in the least LOTS and lots of stuff has happened since I posted a new blog just because!!!! Well school has gotten very very hectic for one lots of homework, test, projects , Rons Hog Pen is going GREAT I love it...the atmosphere and everything is GREAT...I am such a people person so this is right up my alley!!!!.....Now for the more serious of it all...I have also let myself be consumed by many things that I should not have even worried about by knowing me I think I have to be in control...and its God's place not mine and I find this every single time...so now once again here to say im handing the reigns back over....this occurs very often I know!!!! And I have had a lot on my mind lately with guys/ relationships not knowing which way to go not knowing really what to do....and I have been holding off not going forward with what I really needed to do until 2night...and finally did what I felt compelled to do all day which was talk to one of my exes about some stuff that needed to be cleared up.......and wow I'm tellin you what s much as I had been praying about everything it was JUST what I needed to hear....gave me closure and let me know I could really move on and not feel bad which I have a real tendency to do!!!! I'm telling you this makes me smile :-D on the inside big time because I have needed this for so long !!!! I don't know what it is but I have a real heart for people and hate to feel like I am hurting someone's feelings which sometimes puts me at a disadvantage but its just part of who I am so I make do!!!! But 2night I'm tellin you God is really an on time God because I needed this and it was an answer to my prayers.......and I got exactly what I needed!!!!!! I don't think it could have came at a better time to be honest with you!!!!