CONFUSED

Ever felt like you just don't know what to do anymore.......I know God has my life and I shouldn't worry but I do being the human I am I worry WAY to much!! I get so caught up in day to day life and I just sit and think about things that I shouldn't even be concerned with because its all in God's hands!! I am so confused right now and don't really know where to turn.......the more I think the more I wonder you know why am I going through all of this I get crushed so easily but the devil can't take my joy away I know that its all a part of God's big plan I am just seeing what is in front of me right now and I don't see the whole big picture like He does and how everything works out..and He knows what is best for me and He won't put on me more than I can handle He knows my limits and I am going through these trials and hard times to make me stronger I know this but it is so hard at times I know I can't do it alone I have to have Him by my side and continuously giving it to Him and tell Him here God take it please!! And sometimes I just kick myself in the tail because I am so prideful and just take it all on and put my happy face on and deal with it all by myself because I'm "strong" and that's what I do!!! Well I have gotten to that place where I can't do it by myself anymore I am handing it to God I'm not dealing with it anymore and I'm going to try my hardest not to fret over the little things anymore just let Him have it after all He knows what is best anyways so I find myself yet again asking myself why I didn't just do that in the 1st place!!! I am so glad He is always there for me and never leaves me because boy would I be in trouble if He did!!!
Got a card a Christian supply that says Sorrow looks back worry looks around Faith looks UP!!! Philippians 4:6-7 "Don't worry about anything; instead pray about everything. Tell God what you need and thank him for all He has done. If you do this you will experience God's peace, which is far more wonderful than the human mind can understand"
James 1:12 "Blessed is the man who preserves under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love Him"
Another Card from Christian supply: Believe Hope Trust Matthew 19:26 "With man this is impossible but with God all things are possible"
It isn't about me its about what God has: Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future"
When Jesus is all we have, we realize He is all we need: 2 Timothy 4:16-17 "At my first defense, no one came to my support, but everyone deserted me. May it not be held against them. But the Lord stood at my side and gave me strength..."