Monday, September 26, 2005

Handing it all OVER

Wow......it amazes me sometimes when I actually sit back and realize and take everything into the big picture! All of the things I have been dealing with over the past couple of weeks for example...school, work, guys, friends, and all the situations in my everyday life I have been trying to handle them on my own! And in all reality I know that I can't do that because I have to have someone who is much greater than all of this to help me! I have to take all of this to God and in all honestly if I would have done it this way to start with I wouldn't be in some of the circumstances I am in and wouldn't be dealing with it! But because I am stubborn and have to try to deal with stuff on my own I am dealing with it just like with everything else because I just get where I think oh now I can handle this it will be ok and BOY AM I EVER SO WRONG for thinking! It seems to happen like this everytime and u would think I would learn from it but OH NO I don't! Each and everytime I am faced with something I run at it on my own and this is a HUGE mistake because with out God its all going to go wrong even if it seems like I have gotten it all solved and fix it will mess up again because I haven't solved it I have only temporarily dealt with it not fixed it or solved it! SO as a lesson I need to learn to just hand it to God the minute I am faced with and I am learning!

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